I was just browsing a couple of old posts from Spain. It's freaking me out. Did I really go there? Did I really make eye contact with that girl? Did I savor the horchata as I trudged up the hill to Park Guell? Thank God for the places I've been able to see and the experiences I've had. I hope I can remember them again!
Azad's off to Spain and Germany. My buddies from Koln are getting together again. Anyone want to give me $3k to send me to Carnival? Just kidding, I've got some mountains to climb and stuff here.
My brother told me to get out of my head and to enjoy my trip. I'm trying, I'm trying but the last nine months, this upcoming month... I'm going to explode!
Why can't you all be here with me?
Azad's off to Spain and Germany. My buddies from Koln are getting together again. Anyone want to give me $3k to send me to Carnival? Just kidding, I've got some mountains to climb and stuff here.
My brother told me to get out of my head and to enjoy my trip. I'm trying, I'm trying but the last nine months, this upcoming month... I'm going to explode!
Why can't you all be here with me?
Labels: New Zealand
I'd love to be there with you! You're living the dream. Enjoy it, savour every moment of it. And don't sweat about what comes next. It will sort itself out. No amount of worrying or thinking about it will change anything. Whatever will be, will be.
I would have thought over the past 8 months that you would have learned to take life as it comes... I arrived back in Canada with not a clue of what would come next, and as it turns out the perfect job opened up at my old high school. Just let it happen...
Thanks Kat. I did learn over the last 8 months to take life as it comes because there really is no other way to live it when each day is a new mystery to work through.
It was this ninth month where I sort of regressed into a panic. But here I am, 10th month. Things are starting to clear again. I was sitting here in the YHA eating some maple cinnamon oatmeal (thanks bro) and listening to a couple of Americans discuss bio-fuels with a German couple. I thought to myself, I'm not in Oz anymore.
We all have those moments of panic.. Mine right now is.. Ack! I've got a job which could be PERMANENT (yikes!!). I think I prefer change and uncertainty. But that can get at your head too... as you well know. Just try not to think too much. *grin* Enjoy New Zealand!